an explanation:

Something happened today. Something horrible. And I would like to acknowledge, on this part of the cyberworld, that I am completely at fault. I am owning up, 100%. I am sure that people would like an explanation. I am sure that you, dear reader, would like to hear the story.

And I am sorry but, for now, I have to decline. Because I am tired of thinking about it. Most of all, I am tired of the shame.

All I can say is that today I learned that sometimes, you have to feel completely worthless in order to learn what grace truly is.

an explanation:

Something happened today. Something horrible. And I would like to acknowledge, on this part of the cyberworld, that I am completely at fault. I am owning up, 100%. I am sure that people would like an explanation. I am sure that you, dear reader, would like to hear the story.

And I am sorry but, for now, I have to decline. Because I am tired of thinking about it. Most of all, I am tired of the shame.

All I can say is that today I learned that sometimes, you have to feel completely worthless in order to learn what grace truly is.

an explanation:

About:

that's when i realized that words have wings;
they're kind of like birds but mostly like children,
whom you groom and raise.
you mold them and shape them well
and, like the sky that has no limits,
you hope that someday,
somebody will take them home,
call them their own;
that they will find a place to belong.
-amena brown

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