an explanation:
Something happened today. Something horrible. And I would like to acknowledge, on this part of the cyberworld, that I am completely at fault. I am owning up, 100%. I am sure that people would like an explanation. I am sure that you, dear reader, would like to hear the story.
And I am sorry but, for now, I have to decline. Because I am tired of thinking about it. Most of all, I am tired of the shame.
All I can say is that today I learned that sometimes, you have to feel completely worthless in order to learn what grace truly is.